Happiness x Expectation / 5 more days to Korea&Vegas

I barely survived through April, it was hectic.
I lost myself, it was so bad, and i thought i wouldn't make it through.
Still, i'm thankful, to have my family and friends with me.

While growing take place, expectation grew tremendously,
so rapidly, I lost those happiness that comes handy.
When was the last, carefree is all i do.
I want to look back, but forward is probably a better thing to do,
sometimes...

On the side note, its less than a week before flying off.
Its weird but i'm having mixed feelings.
I aren't too sure.
  Nevertheless, i needed it,  some good times, far away from reality.

Alan Shi
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